You can take away the money and the fame. I don't look at myself as any of those things.

There was a time when I thought I was doing a good thing with good guys for a good cause. Looking back, I think I really wanted to be a warrior.

I've been a police officer for over 20 years, and I've investigated murders and all kinds of different crimes.

What does it take to change the essence of a man?

For a while, I had this uncontrollable urge - this addiction to danger. Now I look back and I think, 'Gee, what an idiot. I was risking my life just for the sensation of it.'

Most of the kids that I meet in the street are serious hardened criminals that I meet in the street, never had a mother and a father to love them, to protect them, to teach them right from wrong and lead them out of crime and gangs and stuff like that.

I used to have a gun made every month; I would get another pistol made that I would design. I'm very into the military and police stuff like that.