I feel excited about getting older as an actress, too. I think there are some amazing opportunities around the corner and I don't need to hold on to myself or who I was when I was 25.

I'm used to working hard. Theater can be very grueling, and that's all I've ever known. It's what I've done for 20 years, which is crazy.

I found myself again and then found love.

I made things a lot harder than they needed to be out of fear and anxiety.

I don't think of myself as a dancer. I think of myself as a singer-actress who moves really well.

So I'm studying ballet every day and really training so people will see me as a ballet dancer, which no one's seen before.

I am okay that has changed and I have some more wrinkles and my body is changing.