I loved New York, but I never quite felt like New York was my home either.

I think everybody has something that takes them away or makes them happier. To some people it's baseball or sports or knitting or the movies.

I know a lot of people that have been in long-term relationships where cheating has happened, and their marriages and their relationships are actually stronger because it was a mirror that reflected back on a problem that was happening. It's hard.

I have met a lot of guys in their 40s who have the maturity of a 15 - year-old and men in their 20s who have older sensibilities. They just need to live in their own apartment. That's kind of a deal breaker.

I was a very outgoing, gregarious, full-of-energy kid.

So I'm studying ballet every day and really training so people will see me as a ballet dancer, which no one's seen before.

I feel excited about getting older as an actress, too. I think there are some amazing opportunities around the corner and I don't need to hold on to myself or who I was when I was 25.