The main thing I feel is a sense of relief. That I can give up this game. That the question of whether I can succeed in this venture has been answered, even if that answer is a resounding no. That if desperate times call for desperate measures, I am free to act as desperately as I want.

Winning means fame and fortune. Losing means certain death. The Hunger Games have begun.

The more likable he is, the more deadly he is.” -Katniss Everdeen

Pity does not get you aid. Admiration at your refusal to give in does.

Thank you for you consideration

Something flickers across his bloodshot eyes. Pain.

How are you managing? And don't say you're fine." It's true. Whatever the opposite of fine is, that's what I am.