Why am I hopping around like some trained dog trying to please people I hate?

You're punishing him over and over for things that are out of his control. Now, I'm not saying you shouldn't have a fully loaded weapon next to you round the clock. But I think it's time you flipped this little scenario in your head. If you'd been taken by the Capitol, and hijacked, and then tried to kill Peeta, is this the way he would be treating you?" demands Haymitch. I fall silent. It isn't. It isn't how he would be treating me at all. He would be trying to get me back at any cost. Not shutting me out, abandoning me, greeting me with hostility at every turn.

I thought he wanted it, anyway," I say. "Not like this," Haymitch says. "He wanted it to be real.

My words hang in the air. I look to the screen, hoping to see them recording some wave of reconciliation going through the crowd. Instead I watch myself get shot on television.

Haymitch said you'd take a lot of convincing.

i can win but you cant lose, this makes us all even in our ways.

As long as you can find yourself, you’ll never starve.