That is salvation. To give of love inside. To keep love of life, no matter what, and give to others. Generously.

I didn’t want any flowers, I only wanted to lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty. How free it is, you have no idea how free.

I felt very still and empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo.

A psychiatrist is the god of our age. But they cost money.

I believe that one should be able to control and manipulate experiences, even the most terrifying, like madness, being tortured...with an informed and intelligent mind.

But they know. They all know. And what am I against so many…?

God has to remind us this isn't heaven by a long shot, so he increases the radios and lethal flies.