The sickness rolled through me in great waves. After each wave it would fade away and leave me limp as a wet leaf and shivering all over and then I would feel it rising up in me again, and the glittering white torture chamber tiles under my feet and over my head and all four sides closed in and squeezed me to pieces.

I want to become acutely aware of all I've taken for granted.

What have I eaten? Lies and smiles.

To learn and think; to think and live; to live and learn: this always, with new insight, new understanding, and new love.

And the danger is that in this move toward new horizons and far directions, that I may lose what I have now, and not find anything except loneliness

If you love her", I said, "you'll love somebody else someday.

I get into a rut, unable to yank my mind out of it.