I didn't know what I was doing in New York.
Everything in life is writable.
I am dead to them, even though I once flowered.
But I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure at all. How did I know that somedayโat college, in Europe, somewhere, anywhereโthe bell jar, with its stifling distortions, wouldn't descend again?
You cannot regard your own life with objective curiosity all the time.
There was a beautiful time.