I felt my lungs inflate with the onrush of sceneryโair, mountains, trees, people. I thought, "This is what it is to be happy.
I have stitched life into me like a rare organ
I knew you'd decide to be all right again.
I do not fear it: I have been there.
I felt myself melting into the shadows like the negative of a person I'd never seen before in my life.
Good to know that if I ever need attention all I have to do is die.