Talking about my fears to others feeds it.

It never occurred to me to say no.

If only I can find him... the man who will be intelligent, yet physically magnetic and personable. If I can offer that combination, why shouldn't I expect it in a man?

Cold glass, how you insert yourself Between myself and myself. I scratch like a cat. The blood that runs is dark fruit- An effect, a cosmetic. You smile. No, it is not fatal.

If I rest, if I think inward, I go mad.

I am too pure for you or anyone.

Then I thought, "No, I broke it myself. I broke it on purpose to pay myself back for being such a heel.