Love is a shadow. How you lie and cry after it

With that strange knowing that comes over me, like a clairvoyance, I know that I am sure of myself and my enormous and alarmingly timeless love for you; which will always be.

The thought that I might kill myself formed in my mind coolly as a tree or a flower.

I've eaten a bag of Green apples. Boarded the train, there's no getting off

And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.

Doreen had intuition. Everything she said was like a secret voice speaking straight out of my own bones.

You have to be able to make a real creative life for Yourself, before you can expect anyone Else to provide one ready-made for you.