If you don't have a vision, you can never be focused in a direction.
God speaks to us, through His Word by His Spirit.
Ask God for the grace to live for Him and continue to live in Him. Right now, surrender it all to Him.
God's Word refreshes our mind and God's Spirit renews our strength.
To the man of faith, there is always a future.
Your situation does not embarrass God because He has solution.