Your situation does not embarrass God because He has solution.
A man without vision is a man without God.
The Lord has given an overcoming victory to every person who is born again.
If we make God our heart's delight, we shall have our heart's desire.
In order not to end up like the masses out there who are merely wandering and unsure of their goals and dreams, your objective must be clear. When your purpose is clear, your life will have meaning.
In mercy, God has called you and saved, healed, blessed and delivered you.