It is not possible to heal people and collect money. That gift is not for sale. When it is time to heal, it is time to give what God has given us.
It is praiseworthy when you give not only to your power but beyond your power.
When God has not taken away our trouble or temptation yet, with His grace in our lives, we are content.
Your situation does not embarrass God because He has solution.
Asking God for a specific thing will amount to limiting God to a specific answer.
If you have not tasted poverty, you will not be able to manage blessing when it comes. If you have not tasted humiliation, you will not be able to manage honour when it comes.