Pastors are sent to utter the deep things of God for the conviction of sin, and for edification and comfort.
Your situation does not embarrass God because He has solution.
A man without vision is a man without God.
We only have victory over satan when we walk in the Spirit in Christ Jesus.
If your actions are motivated by selfish interests rather than God, you are mortgaging tomorrow's joy.
Don't envy those who make their wealth in an ungodly way. The wicked SEEM to prosper now and live without a care but they will spend eternity in terror and despair.