The myth of the poor Jesus needs to be destroyed, because it's holding people back.
God's grace is painted on the canvas of despair.
I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
What you can do is embrace what you have right now and to allow it to fill the vacancies of what you didn't get yesterday.
Don't get stuck on small. Don't stop dreaming, reaching and enhancing what you have.
If you can disappoint yourself as much as you love yourself and you still manage to disappoint yourself then why are you shocked when other people that you love disappoint you.