Something about first love defies duplication. Before it, your heart is blank. Unwritten. After, the walls are left inscribed and graffitied. When it ends, no amount of scrubbing will purge the scrawled oaths and sketched images, but sooner or later, you find that thereโs space for someone else, between the words and in the margins.
Tammara WebberThatโs what faith is, right?โ he says. โBelieving in what canโt be known? Fall into my arms, Dori. Iโll catch you, every time, and I wonโt let go.
Tammara WebberI watched him pull his t-shirt over his head. I could put hin on replay doing that and watch it all day.
Tammara WebberUgh! Erin. You have a one-track mind." She smiled deviously. "I prefer to think of it as target-driven.
Tammara WebberI had to stop linking every single thing that happened to me with Kennedy. Realization dawned then, that he was still my default. Over the past three years, weโd become each otherโs habit. And though heโd broken his habit of me when he walked away, Iโd not broken my habit of him. I was still tethering him to my present, to my future. The truth was, he now belonged only to my past, and it was time I began to accept it, as much as it hurt to do so.
Tammara Webber