there's not a boy on the planet worth this amount of angst. I know; i used to be one

But I'll say this, if what looks like the facts of the matter are conflicting with your feelings, then you need more information before deciding

there's not a boy on the planet worth this amount of angst. I know; i used to be one

Alarmed, I realized what my visceral reaction implied: jealousy. Over a guy I barely knew, with whom I’d exchanged more saliva than sentences.

Everyone isn’t logical. Everything doesn’t make sense in the end. Sometimes you have to forget about explanations or excuses and leave people and places behind, because otherwise they will drag you straight down.

Lucas: I wanted to talk to you after class, but you disappeared. Me: I have another class right after. One of those profs who stops talking, stares at you and waits until you get to your seat if you're late. Lucas: I would probably just walk to my seat even slower. ;)

I've been known to slum it and shop in the gag-him-and-bag-him aisles, believe it or not.