I went through the process of auditioning like every other struggling actress in this town.

It's just different in the music world. You come more with an entourage

Everyone thinks I'm some big drug addict and loser because of the parts I play - quite the opposite. I decided to be a winner.

I play, in real life, Kim, who is actually Marshall Mathers ex-wife as of now. She lies and says she is pregnant because she really wants to keep him and he figures her out.

Through teaching myself how to be happy and get through things, I hope I can also do that for other people.

I write most of my stuff. When I'm rejected in music, it hurts worse than when I don't get a role, because that's someone else's vision. If they don't see me as that part, even if I believe I'm the perfect person for it, that's their vision. The music is my vision.

I meditate twice a day. I chant. I lean more towards Buddhist practices.