Relationships are like traffic lights. And I just have this theory that I can only exist in a relationship if it's a green light.

As I grow up, the lessons I learn in love and relationships and how we treat each other are hopefully maturing - hopefully.

Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more that that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back, regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't say "I love you." When we should've said "I'm Sorry." When we didn't stand up for ourselves or some one who needed help.

When I am talking to people who I feel don't like me or are mean, I get really shy, and I kind of curl up personality wise.

There are certain people who elicit a really passionate response. It's crazy. That's my Alexander Wang theory.

Promise me this, that you'll stand by me forever. But if God forbid Fate should step in and force us into a goodbye. If you have children someday, when they point to the pictures please tell them my name. Tell them how the crowd went wild, tell them how I hope they shine.

As you experience love and relationships, you start to realize that love tends to end in a very painful goodbye.