Fishing provides that connection with the whole living world. It gives you the opportunity of being totally immersed, turning back into yourself in a good way. A form of meditation, some form of communion with levels of yourself that are deeper than the ordinary self.

The progress of any writer is marked by those moments when he manages to outwit his own inner police system.

...imagine what you are writing about. See it and live it. Do not think it up laboriously, as if you were working out mental arithmetic. Just look at it, touch it, smell it, listen to it, turn yourself into it. When you do this, the words look after themselves, like magic.

You could become internationally famous - you're Gemini, and according to antique authority have a literary talent, which of course your letters prove.

Prose, narratives, etcetera, can carry healing. Poetry does it more intensely.

Show him every dawn & read to him endlessly.

Nobody wanted your dance, Nobody wanted your strange glitter, your floundering Drowning life and your effort to save yourself, Treading water, dancing the dark turmoil, Looking for something to give.