I would not have gone to Philly if I really did not have my free agency right, if I did not have a case, period.

But if you look at the big scheme of things, I have never failed, regardless of anything I have had to go through: from Dallas, to the sharpie, to me getting involved with a debate with my coach, a lot of people look to see my fail.

A lot of people expect to see the same type of character that they see on the field off the field, and that throws them for a loop.

I never even watched football growing up. I just play the game.

I'm smart enough to know when I've done something wrong, but I don't understand this. Guys are beating their wives, getting DUIs and doing drugs, and I get national attention for a Sharpie? People are personally attacking me, calling me a classless asshole because I did something creative during a game. Why?

You have not seen my face go across the screen for any off the field problems, period.

Ill watch the highlights every now and then but, as far as watching the game, I feel like I am the game.