Being afraid something is true is accepting the possibility. Accepting the possibility is the first step to believing.
If God is so powerful, can he create a rock which he cannot lift?
Grrratch luuug Raaaach aaarg
Only those you trust can betray you" ~ Nathan
I hate telling that story to people who've been struggling for years.
Sometimes, it is necessary to step beyond what you have known and to reach for something more.