We have two kids, my wife and myself.
I always believed in being myself.
Just because you're not a drummer doesn't mean you don't have to keep time.
The majority of juice-heads and winos and junkies arent musicians.
Jazz is my adventure. I'm after new chords, new ways of syncopating, new figures, new runs. How to use notes differently. That's it. Just using notes differently.
All musicians are subconsciously mathematicians.