We grew apart. The thing is, we loved each other, and on some level we always will, but when youโre twenty-three and you fall in love, you tend to think that love will supercede any problems. Realizing that no matter how much you love somebody, no matter how desperately you want a relationship to work, life can act as an oxidizer and corrode it to pieces.
Tiffanie DeBartoloYou know what I was thinking about on my way home? How different my life would be if youโd made that gash a little deeper. Or how different yours would be if Iโd vaulted myself off a roof nine years ago. Do you ever think about things like that? Like, if either you or I wouldnโt have made it, where would the other one be right now? It was something I thought about all the time: how death changes every remaining moment for those still living.
Tiffanie DeBartoloDid you really want to die?" "No one commits suicide because they want to die." "Then why do they do it?" "Because they want to stop the pain.
Tiffanie DeBartoloTalent? That's not talent. Talent is Liza Minnelli tap dancing and singing at the same time. What I just saw was devastation. Dying man on the cross. Salvation in B minor.
Tiffanie DeBartoloFate is the magnetic pull of our souls toward the people, places, and things we belong with.
Tiffanie DeBartoloMaybe Iโm weak for music men. Maybe Iโm weak, period. But I couldnโt deny I was charmed by his arrogant, fool-ish guise.
Tiffanie DeBartoloWeโre all searching for something to fill up what I like to call that big, God-shaped hole in our souls. Some people use alcohol, or sex, or their children, or food, or money, or music, or heroin. A lot of people even use the concept of God itself. I could go on and on. I used to know a girl who used shoes. She had over two-hundred pairs. But itโs all the same thing, really. People, for some stupid reason, think they can escape their sorrows.
Tiffanie DeBartolo