There are things we never tell anyone. We want to but we can't. So we write them down. Or we paint them. Or we sing about them. It's our only option. To remember. To attempt to discover the truth. Sometimes we do it to stay alive. These things, they live inside of us. They are the secrets we stash in our pockets and the weapons we carry like guns across our backs. And in the end we have to decide for ourselves when these things are worth fighting for, and when it's time to throw in the towel.
Tiffanie DeBartoloAnd when Paul dove to embrace me, the look on his face was one of absolute, perfect joyโthe kind of joy that can't be reproached, stolen, or marredโthe kind that only the innocent or the ignorant are capable of experiencing.
Tiffanie DeBartoloYou know what I was thinking about on my way home? How different my life would be if youโd made that gash a little deeper. Or how different yours would be if Iโd vaulted myself off a roof nine years ago. Do you ever think about things like that? Like, if either you or I wouldnโt have made it, where would the other one be right now? It was something I thought about all the time: how death changes every remaining moment for those still living.
Tiffanie DeBartoloIt sounds silly, I know. But for me, the power of music rests in its ability to reach inside and touch the places where the deepest cuts lie. Like a benevolent god, a good song will never let you down. And sometimes, when you're trying to find your way, one of those gods actually shows up and gives you directions.
Tiffanie DeBartolo