We had pathetically simple dreams: to do meaningful work that we could be proud of, to be together, and to be happy.
Tiffanie DeBartoloI was looking for someplace to store all the things I was feeling - the friction, the contradictions, the unmerciful truth - but my heart, my soul, my eyes and ears and even my toes were locking their doors. They wouldn't let me in. For safety reasons. I had no choice but to throw the feelings away.
Tiffanie DeBartoloHe was waiting for something from me. Acknowledgement. Validation. Commiseration, perhaps. I couldnโt even look at him because I was afraid of feeling any more than I already did.
Tiffanie DeBartoloWhen dreams come true in reality they never feel the same as when you imagine them, and you know what that means? It means that no matter how good things are, maybe theyโll never be good enough, and thereโs something seriously wrong with that.
Tiffanie DeBartolo