As you all know, I'm kind of a perfectionist.
Personal sins should not require press releases and problems within a family shouldn't have to mean public confessions.
I've always known where I wanted to go in life.
I have not been true to my values and the behavior my family deserves.
I'd gotten away from my Buddhism. And I quit meditating.
I don't think you're ever there. You never arrive, but if you do, you might as well quit because you're already there. Can't get any better. And as players, if you ever have that moment - you should never have that moment. You're always trying to get better.