I said i was dying not that i wanted to live”

I said i was dying not that i wanted to live”

I don’t need to ring anyone. I said I’m dying. I didn’t say I wanted to live.

I feel apart from everything and a part of everything.

Because I'm dangerous. I don't mean to be but I am. I'm dangerous to be around, dangerous to everybody. I cause harm. I might even harm you. And I couldn't bear that.

There could never be innocence in a world without justice.

Doesn't seem right, does it? A split second to lose him and a lifetime to grieve over him.