Can I start by asking why your drawings abnormally suck?

The fact that I am so young So Immature Seems unforgivable to The decrepit Perfect and faultless adults

In this world, perfection is an illusion. Reagrdless of all those who utter the contrary, this is the reality. Obviously mediocre fools will forever lust for perfection and seek it out. However, what meaning is there in perfection? None. Not a bit. ...After perfection there exists nothing higher. Not even room for creation which means there is no room for wisdom or talent either. Understand? To scientists like ourselves, perfection is despair. - Kurotsuchi Mayuri (Bleach 306)

No world is without sacrifices. But if we produce casualties, we would also sustain casualties of our own.

i am a trickster who doesn't know solitude

I don't have a method of stepping into the depths of your heart without getting it dirty." -Kuchiki Rukia

A warrior does not beg for his life. ~Izuru Kira