I wanted to go to regular high school- it looked like a lot of fun.

Well, I went to school with Jan and Dean, Ryan O'Neal, some of the Beach Boys we all use to party together.

I had always turned it down-to me, smoking pot was absolutely the worst thing in the world. I thought of it as an addiction, and all my friends who smoked it, I felt they really needed help.

I wanted to go to regular high school- it looked like a lot of fun.

There's a big difference between somebody who does acid on weekends and somebody who takes downers every day.

I wanted to have a normal childhood. Normal relationships.

It was the worst period of my life. I had all this gigantic acceptance as a kid, and all of a sudden there was this monumental rejection.