I used to be, when I was young, I used to be extremely regular and very organized.
I don't remember writing anything until I wrote my college application.
I have written a bunch of scripts that have not gotten produced, much more so early in my career than later.
I can't imagine directing from someone else's script.
I don't like to be crazy on different levels all of the time.
You just try to find something that interests you, and particular something that interests you that's gonna consume you the way that these big movies just really eat you up.