Strange, i thought i knew you well, thought i had read the sky, thought i had seen a change in your eyes.

Sometimes you are forced to defend your beliefs. Sometimes you are forced to look at relationships that aren't positive anymore. There are times when I have had to make peace with the fact that I am at war. And sometimes you have to fight those who do not want love to conquer all.

I'm too wacky for most weirdos. Who am I to judge?

I want to be an integrated woman.

If you can't create physical life, you find a life force. If that's in music, that's in music. I started to find this deep, primitive rhythm, and I started to move to it. And I held hands with sorrow, and I danced with her, and we giggled a bit.

For a song cycle to work, you have to feel these things when you hear them and you either have an emotional reaction to it or you don't. The plotline is something that gets woven together in the backstory.

Though I can't change what happened, I can choose how to react. And I don't want to spend the rest of my life being bitter and locked up.