If I ever had the time to take on another job, being a party planner would be high on my list.

Sometimes I do envision just being a stay at home mom but not working isn't an option for me currently.

You know, you only get one family, and you have to make it work.

It was, you know, probably 80 degrees out in L.A., and my dad took me outside and there was snow. At the time, I thought, 'Every kid doesn't have snow in their backyard on Christmas?'

I’d had three great pregnancies. I thought morning sickness was the end of the world, and it’s not until something pretty major happens that you’re like, oh my gosh those were all a piece of cake. I had a pretty large bleed. I thought I was having a miscarriage.

All it takes is for one person to say you’re ugly, and you’re like, I guess I’m ugly. And that was it.

With friends, if you keep making an effort to reach out and you keep getting hurt, you eventually stop trying. But it's much harder to give up on family. Somewhere deep down you want it to work so badly that you keep making the same mistake over and over again.