Somebody like me wouldn't have gone on to the Trisha show because I already had a public profile.

Because my father was a psychiatric nurse, I know my way around the system.

I know I can get to the stage where I'm drinking a lot. I tend to be rotten and groggy all day and hanging out for the next drink and five o'clock, ping! I have to just stop.

It was only literally hours after the wedding when he felt he didn't have to keep up the facade.

I am a smiling depressive.

I was in danger of having my children taken away from me when I needed five weeks in psychiatric care ... There is the smiling depressive which is the biggest time bomb and when they go they usually go with a bang, which was me.

You should never ever ever have somebody else who is the foundation of your life. You need to be the foundation of your own sh*t.