You gotta find a way to survive cause they win when your soul dies.
I'm not thuggin' for me, I'm thuggin' for my family, I pay all the bills, I feed my whole family, wrong or right, I do and I can't stop.
It's gonna take the man in me to conquer this insanity.
Can’t sleep ‘cause all the dirt make my heart hurt
I put the pistol by my head, and say a prayer. I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there?
Mama gave birth to a hell raising heavenly son. See the doctor tried to smack me, but I smacked him back.