No amount of worrying can change the future. Go easy on yourself, for the outcome of all affairs is determined by God's decree. If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is yours by destiny, from you it cannot flee.
If patience and gratitude had been she camels, it would have mattered little on which I rode.
Sometimes the people with the worst past, create the best future
That which you do not wish for yourself, do not impose on others.
May Allah bless the man who says less and does more.
Learn the Arabic language; it will sharpen your wisdom.