I often wonder what would have happened to me if I hadn't made that decision. I suppose I would have sunk. I suppose I would have found some kind of hole and tried to hide or pass. After all, we make ourselves according to the ideas we have of our possibilities. I would have hidden in my hole and been crippled by my sentimentality, doing what I was doing, and doing it well, but always looking for the wailing wall. And I would never have seen the world as the rich place that it is. You wouldn't have seen me here in Africa, doing what I do.
V. S. NaipaulMy grief is that the publishing world, the book writing world is an extraordinary shoddy, dirty, dingy world.
V. S. NaipaulOne isnโt born oneโs self. One is born with a mass of expectations, a mass of other peopleโs ideas โ and you have to work through it all.
V. S. Naipaul