But I don't think I've grown up to be a damaged adult.
I don't mind about the boos from the audience.
I've decided to make my main priority for the next two years not playing the violin, but training for the 2014 Winter Olympics in Sochi, Russia.
But I don't mind, I'm a bit of a touring animal. When I'm on tour that is the greatest thrill for me, playing to a live audience.
All the time I'm changing as an artist and as a person.
I will be the Thai equivalent of Eddie the Eagle.