i like to think that im helping them by hating them

What makes you different, makes you dangerous.

I have to face the fear. I have to take control of the situation and find a way to make it less frightening.

I watch her blond head until it disappears around the bend, and I feel bare, like there's nothing left to protect me against pain. Her absence stings worst of all.

So now we all know," says Four, quietly, "that you are afraid of a short, skinny girl from Abnegation." His mouth curls into a smile.

His fingers slide into my hair, and I hold on to his arms to stay steady as we press together like two blades at a stalemate. He is stronger than anyone I know, and warmer than anyone else realizes; he is a secret that I have kept, and will keep for the rest of my life.

Yes," she says, her eyes bright with tears. "My dear child, you've done so well.