It's stupid to miss a thing when there are so many people to miss instead, but I miss this train already, and all the others that carried me through the city, my city, after I was brave enough to ride them. I brush my fingers over the car wall, just once, and then jump.

But now I know how large the world is... Well. I suppose I have grown to large out of my faction. As a consequence.

It happened. It was awful. You aren't perfect. That's all there is. Don't confuse your grief with guilt.

Those who seek peace above all else, they say, will always deceive to keep the water calm.

I do trust you, is what I want to say. But it isn't true -- I didn't trust him to love me despite the terrible things I had done. I don't trust anyone to do that, but that isn't his problem; it's mine.

What makes you different, makes you dangerous.

I was born for Abegnation. I was planning on leaving Dauntless, and becoming factionless. But then I met 'her', and...I felt like maybe I could make something more of my decision.