All comes at the proper time to him who knows how to wait.

...it is difficult to master one's feelings and be exact in everything in the midst of many affairs

You say you are not happy in the Mission. That, in itself, is not a sign that God does not want you there. Perfect contentment is never to be found, in whatever place and condition one may be. This life is full of annoyances and troubles both of mind and of body; it is a state of continual agitation, which snatches peace of mind from those who think they possess it and eludes those who seek it. Did Our Lord lead an easy life?

With whose imperfections will you bear, and what insult are you capable of enduring, if a thoughtless word from your own Superior is unbearable?

Oh! how happy the man of means who uses his wealth and his life for the greater glory of God, from whom he has received them!

All comes at the proper time to him who knows how to wait.

In a word, we owe obedience to the bishops in all things pertaining to our work in the missions, with ordinands, etc., but the spiritual and internal direction belongs to the Superior General.