The sadness will last forever.
If your inner voice is telling you that you can't paint, by all means, hurry up and paint and silence the voice.
You have to first experience what you want to express
I believe more and more that God must not be judged on this earth. It is one of His sketches that has turned out badly.
One must never let the fire go out in one's soul, but keep it burning.
The uglier, older, meaner, iller, poorer I get, the more I wish to take my revenge by doing brilliant color, well arranged, resplendent.