The mind is the most capricious of insects — flitting, fluttering.
Thinking is my fighting.
And now more than anything I want beautiful prose. I relish it more and more exquisitely.
Someone has to die in order that the rest of us should value life more.
For this moment, this one moment, we are together. I press you to me. Come, pain, feed on me. Bury your fangs in my flesh. Tear me asunder. I sob, I sob.
So coming back from a journey, or after an illness, before habits had spun themselves across the surface, one felt that same unreality, which was so startling; felt something emerge. Life was most vivid then.