And my life went to pieces, like a love letter in the rain.
Sorrow is like the ocean and sometimes I wish my heart would stop.
Love is like a reptile, you cut off its tail and it grows another one." Kiss Me Judas
Disappear, she says. I love that word.
I am so stupid, so easily fooled. It's really almost funny. If I could lift a finger I would gladly kill myself.
They give me a shot and a handful of pills to swallow. I stare at the thin red wall of my inner eyelid and listen to my skin and I can't be sure how the medication is affecting me. I can't remember how I'm supposed to feel. I can't remember my name. I have never seen my face.