I just looked at him because I want to be looking in someone's eyes when I die.
And I don't want to use my troubles as an example of what to do and what not to do.
If you're lucky, and not a lot of actors are these days, you get the chance to create a character
But it's also another myth to think that you should be as tight as a drum and not have any frailties or fragilities.
All I know is that my best work has come out of being committed and happy.
I was a science fiction junkie for a long time.