Just think life's too short to get hung up on maybes.

Daniel Lowe. My savior. My perfect guy. The boy who would never love me the way that I loved him.

When would I stop being second choice? Would I ever be number one to the person I cared most about in the world?

Just think life's too short to get hung up on maybes.

I loved him. I hated him. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to strangle him. I was a walking, talking contradiction. There were days I was so torn by my conflicting emotions that I thought I would be ripped in half. Staring at my best friend and secret object of my undying love, I wondered if I would ever get off this crazy train of emotions swirling around inside me. I didn't like feeling this way. But the truth was I couldn't remember a time I didn't feel this aching need to completely immerse myself in all things Daniel Lowe.

This is what love was supposed to feel like.This perfect immersion of two people who were ready and willing to become a part of each other.

The thing about shadows is that they're not all darkness. You need to have light to have shadows. So just look for it.