I still hung onto the hope that my broken knight would gallop back into my life and sweep me off my feet.

Cloud walking. I like that. And yeah, that's exactly how you make me feel. Like my feet will never touch the ground.

When would I stop being second choice? Would I ever be number one to the person I cared most about in the world?

I loved him. I hated him. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to strangle him. I was a walking, talking contradiction. There were days I was so torn by my conflicting emotions that I thought I would be ripped in half. Staring at my best friend and secret object of my undying love, I wondered if I would ever get off this crazy train of emotions swirling around inside me. I didn't like feeling this way. But the truth was I couldn't remember a time I didn't feel this aching need to completely immerse myself in all things Daniel Lowe.

Daniel Lowe. My savior. My perfect guy. The boy who would never love me the way that I loved him.

Have a life that matters. A life with purpose. Find your own way but don't lose sight of the journey.

I still hung onto the hope that my broken knight would gallop back into my life and sweep me off my feet.