When you get inside go change into something loose and baggy. And for all that's holy, please wear panties and a bra.

Was it possible I'd labeled him incorrectly? Shallow jocksdidn't overcome adversity and accomplish the things Leif had. I'd labeled him, not even knowing him. Just because girls went gaga over him andevery boy wanted to be him didn't make him a jerk. The only jerk in the room happened to be the judgmental, elitist female. Me.

Just maybe I was worthy of love.

No. One. Comes. Before You.

I realised you owned me one night in this room. I was singing to you and you were sleeping. You made a little noise in your sleep like you were distressed and I panicked and ran to your side. You grabbed my arm in your sleep and pulled it up against your face and went back to sleep. I didn't want to ever move.

I know I’m doing something wrong and I feel guilty but neither of those things matter enough to make me stop

Blaire, tell me what you want me to do. I’ll do whatever it is you need.