To seek Truth is to deny Truth to being with. To seek Truth is to avoid Truth, constantly.
Everything eaten is killed. Every meal is a sacrifice.
Truth is that which, when fully realized, sets you free from all bondage and all seeking.
Without true celebration discipline is obnoxious.
Relax. Nothing is under control.
The nature of the world is inherently obvious, if you remain in a state of total psycho-physical oneness with whatever and all that presently arises.